I want to be

I want to be a girl living in the sunlight, playing and laughing every moments of the day.

I want to be that person who will never be forgotten by everyone, that though many years passed, they can still remember who I was on their lives.

I want to be a photographer who can shot emotions and beauty, and can keep it forever.

I want to be a person who will reach all those dreams, chasing and enjoying together with the other.

I want to be a person who can travel the world, experience all the happiest celebrations, eat all I can and do what I want to.

I want to be a person who can cure Mother Earth, to spread peace and true meaning of caring.

I want to be a Lady who can be a leader of our nation, loved by thousands and millions of people all over the world.

 I want to be a person who can make a change in the government, that we Filipinos can be the richest of all with humbleness and simple.

I want to be a donator of health and wealth for the homeless old people; to love, to give hope, and to give them house which they can smile and laugh with the other people.

I want to be a girl who will walk on the isle, with my mom and dad slowly walking towards the altar.

I want to be a princess of my future man; that will love me for infinity, will understand and accept the whole me, and can make me feel special every moment of my life.

I want to be man who can make my family proud, giving them the most expensive bacon of the world.

I want to be a singer of the mind and heart of people, that I can understand and heal their scars.

I want to be person who can dance to express who I am, what I am and who I can be.

I want to be who can read the novel of every person, who can understand any languages and gestures.

I want to be a person who can travel through time and space, to understand life and future.

I want to be a man who can fly without wings, feel the freedom.

I want to be a man who can swim on the deepest ocean, see rare things.

I want to be a man who can live forever.

I want to be a person who can do extra-ordinary things.

I want to be a simple person with different heart.

I want to be a great person.

I want to be who I can be.

I want to be who I want to be.

I want to be who I am.

Reasons why a person don’t want to be in a Relationship

1.    In the process of moving on.

     2.  Not yet moved on with his/her recent BF/GF.  

     3.       Believes in the saying, “Study first before love.”  or "Career first before love" These are the people who are determined to study or the workaholics. Hard cores!

     4.       Enjoying the no-relationship life. "It feels good to be free, no love life and everything!" really? Or might be, based on their bitter experience.

     5.       Complacent on a M.U relationship; don’t want to take it to the next level.

     6.       Strict parents-child-relationship. Common on only child, or daughter-father. Like for defensive parents. :)

     7.       It’s always costly for men’s side. You know, they are the one that must treat or the "sponsor" on dates, or whatever.

     8.       Fell for the wrong person. Some people wait for those in-a-relationship kids; some were searching for the best; waiting for nothing. So they end up with nothing.

     9.       Gamer. Their attention was towards on the game world, like Dota, LOL, and Counter-Srike etc and not on a real relationship with the real people.

   10.   Suffering from Philophobia. They fear of falling in love, of getting hurt, of taking risks, of sacrificing whatever it is…

   11.   They think they’re too young to have or handle a relationship.  

   12.   No one’s trying to court her. How come that a person will be in a relationship if no one will ever court her? Common sense but true. Forever alone.

   13.    Best friend of problems. Some people don’t want to have a relationship because they still have many problems to fix first before that happily ever after ending. 

   14.   Waiting for a miracle. These are the people who waits for a sign of God’s blessing and guidance or they still waiting for the right time to come; those after four, five, six, seven years and so on.

   15.   Don’t want to hurt others. They are afraid of being hurt, getting hurt, or hurting other people. They’re thinking negative thoughts and reading the future.

It’s my own version of reasons. Feel free to comment J

"Selfie Mode"

In this modern era of life, technology is our partner; through cooking, communicating, studying, and many more. One of the most used machines that were empowered by technology nowadays is cell phone, a wireless and easy to use machine were you can text, or call or for other entertainments such as music, games and camera.

The word Selfie is still trending these days. Selfie is a word used when you are taking photos of yourself; with or without other people. It’s a fact that, even a kinder grade kid can take selfies. And that’s why this word was declared as the WORD OF THE YEAR in the year 2013. The influence of social media sites made a great help on promoting this word.

                Some Selfie pose were when you have new clothes; when you’re bored; when you’re proud, or anything you want; even foods were taken before eating. In other words, cameras were used for taking a Selfie pictures to express your thoughts, ideas or emotions. Then after taking pictures, people will add captions like #duckface, #tingin sa kawalan to show your drama scene, #againsthemirror, #sexy, #mysterious which is, when you only take photos some of the parts of your face, #outfitoftheday. People’s mind was creative enough to invent a new word that will describe a thousand ideas.

However, all things have negative sides; people, even kids learn to demand higher cell phone units, they are becoming more addicted on using phones and social media sites. Some people were also uploading over reacted poses though they knew that many people can see it.

What I’m saying is they are becoming more addicted on pictures and poses, which even small thing, they want to take photos then upload it. Then bashers will now enter; cyber bullying and other forms of bad habits on social Medias will now entry.

            One example of cyber bullying is the case of Aush Mariano, he has a mental disorder but can understand people. He takes pictures of himself and uploads it on face book. But other people make fun of his photos by adding captions or editing; the worst part is that he didn’t know that people were doing these things on his photos.  Also, physiologists say that, taking photos of you too much can cause a narcissistic problem.

            I’m not a Selfie hater because I also doing it. I just want to say that, all things have its own limit. You have to control on what you can do; and thank for what you have. It’s not bad to take photos and be proud of yourself, you just have to learn the meaning of limit.

http://www.gmanetwork.com/news/video/160407/kapusomojessicasoho/pagpo-post-ng-selfie-sensyales-ng-narcissistic-personality

Thanks @eric evidor and @emerson sarmiento; my two handsome brothers..

Try and try until you get the right notes for every finger move you make :)
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 MY TOP 10 CRUSHES

10. BRYAN OLANO

One of the Cyber Heartthrob in the Philippines. He’s a member of Boys Overload. I stalk him sometimes. I like his eyes and the way he smile, and he also has that great modest voice! Well, the reason I bought the novel, The Boy Wears Prada is because he’s the leading man with his own name, Bryan.

9. JUDE SINAHON

Another member of Boys Overload and one of the Cyber Heartthrob in the Philippines. His chinito eyes and great nose match perfectly with his skin! He’s cute. He was featured in the short film "My Super Fan Girl"

8. YOO SEUNG HO

I saw him in the Korean movie, Blind. Yes, he’s a KOREAN actor. I like his eyes and the way he smiles. Too bad, I can’t understand his language. Well, my close K-pop fan friends will react when they see this; a Korean actor landed at #8 spot on my top 10 crushes. I’m not that pure Korean everything haters. I just don’t understand their language, and I really don’t like some of their songs. But Korean movies were great, no doubt. I can appreciate sometimes, okay?

7. MARIO MAURER

A Thai-German actor and model. He’s working in Penshoppe Company as a model. The first movie I saw him was “Crazy Little Thing Called Love.” which is Baifern's leading man. He has that perfect beautiful face. I’m a solid Mario-Baifern fan! He's handsome no matter what pose he make. Why is it?

6.  BAIFERN PIMCHANOK

Like Mario, she’s a Thai actress and model working in Penshoppe Company. There’s this great chemistry between the two which makes viewers feel it also. Too bad, they’re not into a real life relationship. Anyway, some people say that I look like her but I don’t believe them. She’s super beautiful! I like her.

5. CHACHI GONZALES

Her real name is Olivia Gonzales. She’s a member of I.aM.mE dance crew. She speaks like a lady but dance like a man; she has that great talent on dancing. I stalk her sometimes, and I always watching their videos on youtube. You shoulld also watch sometimes.

4. JOHNNY DEPP

A great actor of different genre. He can portray different characters in movies. Pirates of the Caribbean and the Secret Window were my favorite movies of him. Nice accent and sense of humor.

3. ADAM SEVANI

He’s an actor and a dancer. He was in the movie, Step Up. I like his curly hair and the fashion of his dance. His smooth dance was really a turn on. I want to see Chachi and Adam doing a dance cover.

2. KIRITO/ KIRIGAYA KAZUTO

A fiction anime character. He is a swordsman in the anime entitled “Sword Art Online”. Though he’s only a fiction character, I really like him. He’s sweet and cute. Otakus can REALate about what I’m saying.

1. USUI TAKUMI

Another fiction anime character. He’s the hero of Misaki in the anime “Maid Sama.” Simple, silent, handsome and talented. He can do anything for Misaki. For me, he’s the most handsome Anime character so far. Otakus can relate. (Anime Invasion!!)

MY LIBRARY

These are the books that I've read so far.

1. A WALK TO REMEMBER

In my subject English IV, it’s a compulsory to be able to finish at least 1 novel. I borrowed it to my bookworm cousin, ate Brenda. It’s great. The theme of this novel is to believe in miracle; that miracle isn’t only seen by eyes but also can be felt by heart. It’s a story about eternal love, forgiveness and family. You will cry, you will laugh and then cry again. But reading the last pages of this novel was the best part. It’s a feeling that I cannot explain further. Just read it! I think it’s my favorite novel so far.

"Love is like wind, you can't see it; 

but you can feel it."

2. STARTERS

It’s the second book that I’ve read. It’s about young lady living after a war with her brother and friend. There’s so called Body Bank and she tried to get a job as a donator. Then for her second time doing it, the chip on her brain malfunctioned and everything changed. Then at the end, the Prime Destination and the Body Bank was found out illegal and those evil persons were imprisoned. It’s an action, comedy and romance. The book II, ENDERS is now released.

3. THE BOY WEARS PRADA

            The first Filipino novel/ pocket book I’ve read. It’s good. I was able to finish reading it 1 day. It’s a pure rom-com. It’s about a transferee boy, and a probinsyana girl who’s their teasing and jokes turned out to be a little crush then finally became love. The boy was very rich. He came from an elegant family however; the girl has a practical life. Their world collided when the boy got the journal of the girl.

TRIVIA: Bryan Olano, a famous man on facebook was the boy featured in this novel.

Ailou is a fiction character.

PRADA is a famous brand of clothing.

I bought The Boy Wears Prada and Eleanor & Park with my own money that I saved for about 3 months. I’m happy because its’ worth it. I won’t remove the tag prices.

4. THE FAULT IN OUR STARS

            I'm still reading this. It’s about a 17 year-old boy and a 17 year old-girl cancer survivor. My question now is, will they will become friends, or more than friends?

5. ELEANOR AND PARK

            Well I stopped reading this because I wasn’t able to cover it with plastic wrapper, and I don’t want to bring it outside. It’s a 400+ pesos novel! So I have to protect it. Anyway, it’s about a transferee fat girl with curled red hair and an Asian boy. They're both at the same school. They met in a school bus. I only read until chapter 4 so I don’t have much background about this novel.