I want to be

I want to be a girl living in the sunlight, playing and laughing every moments of the day.

I want to be that person who will never be forgotten by everyone, that though many years passed, they can still remember who I was on their lives.

I want to be a photographer who can shot emotions and beauty, and can keep it forever.

I want to be a person who will reach all those dreams, chasing and enjoying together with the other.

I want to be a person who can travel the world, experience all the happiest celebrations, eat all I can and do what I want to.

I want to be a person who can cure Mother Earth, to spread peace and true meaning of caring.

I want to be a Lady who can be a leader of our nation, loved by thousands and millions of people all over the world.

 I want to be a person who can make a change in the government, that we Filipinos can be the richest of all with humbleness and simple.

I want to be a donator of health and wealth for the homeless old people; to love, to give hope, and to give them house which they can smile and laugh with the other people.

I want to be a girl who will walk on the isle, with my mom and dad slowly walking towards the altar.

I want to be a princess of my future man; that will love me for infinity, will understand and accept the whole me, and can make me feel special every moment of my life.

I want to be man who can make my family proud, giving them the most expensive bacon of the world.

I want to be a singer of the mind and heart of people, that I can understand and heal their scars.

I want to be person who can dance to express who I am, what I am and who I can be.

I want to be who can read the novel of every person, who can understand any languages and gestures.

I want to be a person who can travel through time and space, to understand life and future.

I want to be a man who can fly without wings, feel the freedom.

I want to be a man who can swim on the deepest ocean, see rare things.

I want to be a man who can live forever.

I want to be a person who can do extra-ordinary things.

I want to be a simple person with different heart.

I want to be a great person.

I want to be who I can be.

I want to be who I want to be.

I want to be who I am.

Reasons why a person don’t want to be in a Relationship

1.    In the process of moving on.

     2.  Not yet moved on with his/her recent BF/GF.  

     3.       Believes in the saying, “Study first before love.”  or "Career first before love" These are the people who are determined to study or the workaholics. Hard cores!

     4.       Enjoying the no-relationship life. "It feels good to be free, no love life and everything!" really? Or might be, based on their bitter experience.

     5.       Complacent on a M.U relationship; don’t want to take it to the next level.

     6.       Strict parents-child-relationship. Common on only child, or daughter-father. Like for defensive parents. :)

     7.       It’s always costly for men’s side. You know, they are the one that must treat or the "sponsor" on dates, or whatever.

     8.       Fell for the wrong person. Some people wait for those in-a-relationship kids; some were searching for the best; waiting for nothing. So they end up with nothing.

     9.       Gamer. Their attention was towards on the game world, like Dota, LOL, and Counter-Srike etc and not on a real relationship with the real people.

   10.   Suffering from Philophobia. They fear of falling in love, of getting hurt, of taking risks, of sacrificing whatever it is…

   11.   They think they’re too young to have or handle a relationship.  

   12.   No one’s trying to court her. How come that a person will be in a relationship if no one will ever court her? Common sense but true. Forever alone.

   13.    Best friend of problems. Some people don’t want to have a relationship because they still have many problems to fix first before that happily ever after ending. 

   14.   Waiting for a miracle. These are the people who waits for a sign of God’s blessing and guidance or they still waiting for the right time to come; those after four, five, six, seven years and so on.

   15.   Don’t want to hurt others. They are afraid of being hurt, getting hurt, or hurting other people. They’re thinking negative thoughts and reading the future.

It’s my own version of reasons. Feel free to comment J

"Selfie Mode"

In this modern era of life, technology is our partner; through cooking, communicating, studying, and many more. One of the most used machines that were empowered by technology nowadays is cell phone, a wireless and easy to use machine were you can text, or call or for other entertainments such as music, games and camera.

The word Selfie is still trending these days. Selfie is a word used when you are taking photos of yourself; with or without other people. It’s a fact that, even a kinder grade kid can take selfies. And that’s why this word was declared as the WORD OF THE YEAR in the year 2013. The influence of social media sites made a great help on promoting this word.

                Some Selfie pose were when you have new clothes; when you’re bored; when you’re proud, or anything you want; even foods were taken before eating. In other words, cameras were used for taking a Selfie pictures to express your thoughts, ideas or emotions. Then after taking pictures, people will add captions like #duckface, #tingin sa kawalan to show your drama scene, #againsthemirror, #sexy, #mysterious which is, when you only take photos some of the parts of your face, #outfitoftheday. People’s mind was creative enough to invent a new word that will describe a thousand ideas.

However, all things have negative sides; people, even kids learn to demand higher cell phone units, they are becoming more addicted on using phones and social media sites. Some people were also uploading over reacted poses though they knew that many people can see it.

What I’m saying is they are becoming more addicted on pictures and poses, which even small thing, they want to take photos then upload it. Then bashers will now enter; cyber bullying and other forms of bad habits on social Medias will now entry.

            One example of cyber bullying is the case of Aush Mariano, he has a mental disorder but can understand people. He takes pictures of himself and uploads it on face book. But other people make fun of his photos by adding captions or editing; the worst part is that he didn’t know that people were doing these things on his photos.  Also, physiologists say that, taking photos of you too much can cause a narcissistic problem.

            I’m not a Selfie hater because I also doing it. I just want to say that, all things have its own limit. You have to control on what you can do; and thank for what you have. It’s not bad to take photos and be proud of yourself, you just have to learn the meaning of limit.

http://www.gmanetwork.com/news/video/160407/kapusomojessicasoho/pagpo-post-ng-selfie-sensyales-ng-narcissistic-personality

Thanks @eric evidor and @emerson sarmiento; my two handsome brothers..

Try and try until you get the right notes for every finger move you make :)
A whole new world-alladin

 MY TOP 10 CRUSHES

10. BRYAN OLANO

One of the Cyber Heartthrob in the Philippines. He’s a member of Boys Overload. I stalk him sometimes. I like his eyes and the way he smile, and he also has that great modest voice! Well, the reason I bought the novel, The Boy Wears Prada is because he’s the leading man with his own name, Bryan.

9. JUDE SINAHON

Another member of Boys Overload and one of the Cyber Heartthrob in the Philippines. His chinito eyes and great nose match perfectly with his skin! He’s cute. He was featured in the short film "My Super Fan Girl"

8. YOO SEUNG HO

I saw him in the Korean movie, Blind. Yes, he’s a KOREAN actor. I like his eyes and the way he smiles. Too bad, I can’t understand his language. Well, my close K-pop fan friends will react when they see this; a Korean actor landed at #8 spot on my top 10 crushes. I’m not that pure Korean everything haters. I just don’t understand their language, and I really don’t like some of their songs. But Korean movies were great, no doubt. I can appreciate sometimes, okay?

7. MARIO MAURER

A Thai-German actor and model. He’s working in Penshoppe Company as a model. The first movie I saw him was “Crazy Little Thing Called Love.” which is Baifern's leading man. He has that perfect beautiful face. I’m a solid Mario-Baifern fan! He's handsome no matter what pose he make. Why is it?

6.  BAIFERN PIMCHANOK

Like Mario, she’s a Thai actress and model working in Penshoppe Company. There’s this great chemistry between the two which makes viewers feel it also. Too bad, they’re not into a real life relationship. Anyway, some people say that I look like her but I don’t believe them. She’s super beautiful! I like her.

5. CHACHI GONZALES

Her real name is Olivia Gonzales. She’s a member of I.aM.mE dance crew. She speaks like a lady but dance like a man; she has that great talent on dancing. I stalk her sometimes, and I always watching their videos on youtube. You shoulld also watch sometimes.

4. JOHNNY DEPP

A great actor of different genre. He can portray different characters in movies. Pirates of the Caribbean and the Secret Window were my favorite movies of him. Nice accent and sense of humor.

3. ADAM SEVANI

He’s an actor and a dancer. He was in the movie, Step Up. I like his curly hair and the fashion of his dance. His smooth dance was really a turn on. I want to see Chachi and Adam doing a dance cover.

2. KIRITO/ KIRIGAYA KAZUTO

A fiction anime character. He is a swordsman in the anime entitled “Sword Art Online”. Though he’s only a fiction character, I really like him. He’s sweet and cute. Otakus can REALate about what I’m saying.

1. USUI TAKUMI

Another fiction anime character. He’s the hero of Misaki in the anime “Maid Sama.” Simple, silent, handsome and talented. He can do anything for Misaki. For me, he’s the most handsome Anime character so far. Otakus can relate. (Anime Invasion!!)

MY LIBRARY

These are the books that I've read so far.

1. A WALK TO REMEMBER

In my subject English IV, it’s a compulsory to be able to finish at least 1 novel. I borrowed it to my bookworm cousin, ate Brenda. It’s great. The theme of this novel is to believe in miracle; that miracle isn’t only seen by eyes but also can be felt by heart. It’s a story about eternal love, forgiveness and family. You will cry, you will laugh and then cry again. But reading the last pages of this novel was the best part. It’s a feeling that I cannot explain further. Just read it! I think it’s my favorite novel so far.

"Love is like wind, you can't see it; 

but you can feel it."

2. STARTERS

It’s the second book that I’ve read. It’s about young lady living after a war with her brother and friend. There’s so called Body Bank and she tried to get a job as a donator. Then for her second time doing it, the chip on her brain malfunctioned and everything changed. Then at the end, the Prime Destination and the Body Bank was found out illegal and those evil persons were imprisoned. It’s an action, comedy and romance. The book II, ENDERS is now released.

3. THE BOY WEARS PRADA

            The first Filipino novel/ pocket book I’ve read. It’s good. I was able to finish reading it 1 day. It’s a pure rom-com. It’s about a transferee boy, and a probinsyana girl who’s their teasing and jokes turned out to be a little crush then finally became love. The boy was very rich. He came from an elegant family however; the girl has a practical life. Their world collided when the boy got the journal of the girl.

TRIVIA: Bryan Olano, a famous man on facebook was the boy featured in this novel.

Ailou is a fiction character.

PRADA is a famous brand of clothing.

I bought The Boy Wears Prada and Eleanor & Park with my own money that I saved for about 3 months. I’m happy because its’ worth it. I won’t remove the tag prices.

4. THE FAULT IN OUR STARS

            I'm still reading this. It’s about a 17 year-old boy and a 17 year old-girl cancer survivor. My question now is, will they will become friends, or more than friends?

5. ELEANOR AND PARK

            Well I stopped reading this because I wasn’t able to cover it with plastic wrapper, and I don’t want to bring it outside. It’s a 400+ pesos novel! So I have to protect it. Anyway, it’s about a transferee fat girl with curled red hair and an Asian boy. They're both at the same school. They met in a school bus. I only read until chapter 4 so I don’t have much background about this novel.

I just want to share my favorite movies so far. If you are looking for some great movies, you should watch these.
NOTE: Watch the movie trailer first. It will help you.
             Don't be depressed if you didn't watched the movie on cinemas. It will always be streamed online or you can download online or maybe watched on your television.
ITS MY OWN VERSION OF RANKING. SO COMMENT WHATS ON YOUR MIND. :)

TOP 10 PERSONS OF MY  YEAR:

10. SSG FAMILY

                This school year 2013-2014 is my first and last experience of being a part of VPHS SSG. I still remember the voting was last Feb. 15, 2013 which I had the highest senatorial rating. It feels so good for those people to trust you. And I want to express my gratitude for this great great great experience. I will never forget those activities of ours like Operation for Yolanda victims, Brigada Eskwela, Leadership Trainings and those even simple things with our adviser, Ma’am Catherine Maderazo who supports us. I love all of you guys!

9. C.A.T FAMILY- OFFICERS

                Well, in this training, I learned many things. And I have met many friends. The summer training lasted for about 15 days. But those memories and knowledge that you guys have shared with me will never be forgotten. I learned how cope with different attitude of people. I learned how wake up as early as 4:30 in the morning just to escape that “duck walk style”. I learned a good stamina emotionally and physically. I learned how to act and become a Model Platoon, or do things like patakda kad, pasulong kad, tikas pahinga and many more- the commands. Remember every lunch break, my co-mates will climb those Pili Tree then we’re on the shade of the other tree, collecting and eating those fruits with stones on our hands filled with dark violet color. Mj Saman, Evan Calmateo, Andrei Abular, Buddy Reni, Mikee, Remi, Wowa Jenny, Dianna, Rosel, Bimbi Lance, Jerence, Jasper and all of our mates. Thank you so much for the friendship and experiences.

8. Sir Noel Ibis

                He’s our Chemistry teacher, a person who I know that “bias” never exist to him. He has a different way of teaching. His accent and diction and the way he speaks is so impressive. He taught me how to be a pursuable person. He gave me a lesson of life that I will never forget, “Do not be complacent with what you can only do; if you finally have your own family and finish to educate your children until they have their own family, that’s the time where you can be complacent.” He is a very challenging teacher. You have to strive hard to get a good grade; you have to impress him by giving all your best! And that’s why I idolize this man. Thank you Sir. 

7.  Nicholas Sparks

The first novel I read was “A Walk to Remember”. Although I already watched the movie, I’m curious of which is better: watching or reading. Then I realize, reading is better and movie is good. He inspires me of his work of arts. He is A GREAT WRITER. And one of my plans for my entire life is to collect all those novels authored by him as much as I can. Thank you for inspiring me. Keep writing, I will be you fan forever.

p.s: if you find your first novel a very boring one, change it. Look for a great novel, because that will inspire you to read more.

6. Ma’am Venus Vedad

           She’s our English teacher. I won’t deny that the first word that made up my mind when she said, “You have to read a novel” was BORING. I really don’t enjoy reading especially those long articles. But when I started reading novels, part of me really changed. I now can stand reading for a whole day. I want to thank you ma’am for letting me know how reading is so fun. You are the one that influenced me on being addicted on novels. This school year’s English was unique. I learned and experience a lot.

5. Ma’am Rachel Cadiz

             She’s different. Sometimes fun, but mostly scary (in a way like a teacher) She’s a short temper, but a great teacher. Most of all, SHE IS A LOVING AND A VERY APPRECIATIVE TEACHER. For my 4 years of being a High school student, she’s my only adviser that wants to take pictures with us and upload it! She’s the only adviser who cried because of, probably tears of joy when we surprised her on the late celebration of Teacher's Day.  It’s very an overwhelming experience to appreciate what you did. Though I can say that we’re not that close, but at least I can feel her love, concern and support to us. And we also love, care and support her. Thank you for this one school year of awesomeness! My teacher, my hero.

4. Hannah Girl and Joyce Girl and the Company

              The company that I was saying are my friends, best friends, close friends, long distance friends, etc. my life is boring without these people. I learned so much in my life because of friendship. Well, I can’t go out and walk on the park or mall or any public places without them. Some of you will ask who are Hannah Girl and Joyce Girl. Hannah and Joyce was a very close friend of mine since we were in 1^st year high school on JPNHS. Together with the two other members of our Girl Group, Laraine and Jessa, we are the Princess of Bonifacio. Joke! We are the White Sheep. Sounds corny nowadays. Well, we’ve been separated when we were about to be a 2^nd yr student. Joyce went to Laguna; Hannah went to Palawan and me, who went to Daet.  Long distance friendship is good, but not as good as when they’re here. Though how many miles we are apart from each other, that didn’t made our friendships lost. I’m so blessed to have them. We will always be friends. People change, faces change, but not our memories together.

3. IV- BECQUEREL

               Let me describe my classmates. Some are geniuses, most are crazy.  Some are good, most are great. Some are audience, most are clowns and entertainers. We’re more like siblings than treating like classmates. We walk together, not one by one. Most of the time, we laugh, we cry then laugh again! THESE PEOPLE LET ME KNOW HOW SCHOOLING IS FUN AND TENSE. ANNOYING AND EXCITING. Yes, we sometimes argue, some of them are really annoying because of what they are doing but the whole class is not complete without anyone of us. We’re not classmates, we’re family. SELCA!! (Self-capture)

2. HAPPY DAYSARY!

               This group name was just an accident. I’m the genius who discovered this. The members of this group were: Reni, James, Jerome, Mikee, Raven, Jenny and of course, ME. We’re on the canteen, ordering our lunch then I told them I will not be with them because I will be with the other friends of mine because it is our Friendsary. Its 9, I don’t remember the month, before I leave I told them, “Happy Daysary!” then they laughed as I leave. Funny, really. That’s the origin. So when someone cracked jokes that is really overworked, we greet them, happy daysary to cheer them up. They’re my closest friends in our section. I’m always with them. It’s great to have them; they are fun and really nice persons. I want to have them until the last day of my life. I guess this so called, Forever Friendship.

   1. FAMILY

                      No question. I love them very much. No words can express my gratitude to these people who helps me every time.  I’m with them for about 16 years and 4 months. And I will be with them until a million years. I just want to thank them for all of it. One day, I will make them proud. Really proud. I also believe that God is a member of our family and our creator.  

The Unscripted Day

I’m walking down the street when I saw my elementary classmate. I stopped for a moment to set my mind whether to glance at him, or pretend that he didn’t exist. Consuming quite time to settle my mind, I didn’t realized that he is already halfway from where I am. I accidentally glanced at him and smiled, I guess I have made a terrible smile because of what was going on my mind before his wave at me. Then there I am feeling very chilled, I can’t even make a sound and my knees were shaking. I guess my face can say how tense I am. He offered me a treat on the new burger shop, Hungry A’s Burger and Pasta, well its good. I like their burger, pizza and milkshake and many more. Well I can’t even say no, so we went to that restaurant, ordered burgers and milkshake. The cheapest one I guess but its good. We also talked about how life is now and how our schools and stuffs are. He even discussed what his plans are when he’s already in college, and what his plans are after 5 years. He said that he will have his own car and motor bike, his own house and lot with his own imagination of his dream house that I probably realize that it was really a complicated building. To sum up, he’s plans were: to be a popular architecture, a rich and successful man and most of all, a man with pure of arrogance. Then after an hour or two, we finally leave walking with separated roads. Then I realized that some people will actually change, but there will always be at least one quality of a person that will never change. And that will be their signature to your mind. Well, that elementary classmate of mine really changed. A bit. I mean, he became a more matured person, he even treat someone with his own money! His platforms for the coming years for his life were become more mature. And his face was like being polished for five times to have that nice look. His attitude towards other people already became pleasant and nice. And there I was running all these thoughts on my head while walking then suddenly asked me how awful my face was when I saw him. It got my chills on seeing him earlier because he was a bad, mentally and physically bully-prof boy when we were on elementary days. He is a type of kid that you don’t want to bump or touch or something that may disturb him with his life. Probably no contact with him. He might punch you or tease you or shove at you or whatever he wants to do. But now, he definitely changed! How thankful I am seeing him. Then my thoughts were replaced when I remember my school home works and finally speeded up my walking.

THINGS THAT I CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT:

·         *FOOD. The main source of my energy. My inspiration and the one the keeps me alive and happy. It is always on my mind and I can’t avoid loving this thing. Vanilla Ice cream, Pizza, Burger- my all time favorites.

·        *  WATER. Well, imagine life without water. Thirsty and most of all, everyone will have a powerful aroma that can kill other species.

·       *  AIR. I can’t live without it. Planet without air will not have a living organism.  No air, no life. Simple

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 *     *  SUN. No light on Earth means we will be blind on many things. We will not see how beautiful I am. I mean, HOW BEAUTIFUL life and Earth are. Earth will be a boring place, dark and cold.

·      *   TREE. There will be no shed, no fresh air. TOTALLY NO AIR means no life. Breathing without air is like, taking a bath without water.

·        * CURRENT. Today, most of houses already have electricity that flows on their appliances that they are using. Welcome to the modern-tech world. No current means, NO FUN. DEFINITELY BORING.

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      *   MUSIC. Music is the universal language on Earth. Though unfamiliar languages may be used, as long as you like the rhythm and beat, you can go with it, you can love it. I always listen to songs. Every day. There’s something that attracts me to it. There’s a hidden message and feeling on every song which reflects to the writer. I love music forever. That’s all.

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      *     EDUCATION. Well, there are times when I really hate schools and stuffs. Waking up early, consuming all the juice from my brain from 7:30 am to 5:00 pm! Home works, participations, projects. I am very depressing sometimes that I just want to sleep than doing those things. BUT I realize that I have to do all those things, sacrifice my happiness sometimes in order for me to have good grades for my future life. Because whether I like It or not, I must graduate and have my own job for my own life.

*     *     FRIENDS. No man is an island. So most of the time, I’m with them. Having a friend will have a different impact to your attitude and life. They are the most bargained emotional medicine, yet effective. Medicines that can make you laugh hardly in the morning and in the afternoon. A great partner from all the adventures and apprentices for experiences. And of course, your second brothers and sisters.

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    * FAMILY. They always give me the inspiration, support, care and love. They guide and help me every time I feel down. My family is not a perfect one; I have no sister. BUT I won’t ask for more. I am blessed to have them and become a part of this family for 16 years.

      *     HOUSE. We need shelter! Without this, it’s too cold in the evening and too hot on daylights. It also adds safety for you. You can do whatever you want! Its where family become a whole.

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      *     CLOTHES. It’s horrible to see someone that is naked! Clothes add safety, charm and poise for everyone. It brings out the best in you and will reflect to who you are. It is made to make people more presentable.

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      *     EARPHONES. I use it every day. Its sets my mood. I treat this like my friend.

      *     T.V. I am a movie and anime lover so I definitely need this. I’m a modern life creature.

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      * KITCHEN. I’m a food lover! So I really enjoy cooking and eating. One of my floor plan on my dream house is that, I want to make my kitchen bigger than the standard size.

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*     GOD. We created by God. So, I should thank him every day for keeping me and my family alive and blessed. He is one of the coolest and awesome people. And I really love him. SO MUCH.